sad

I'm sad because I cannot believe how much a person can change for a third party.

Dear blog, I'm sad. Just wondering how can people treat relationships so fickle? People are important but why do they do that, to the very person they love? For me it hurts when I have to get attention but to them it's not at all to hurt me.

Why blog? I do not deserve this.

I have so much to do and I'm too depressed and distracted to do anything.

God I'm afraid.. I'm afraid cos I need u, im afraid satan consumes me cos all the lies that I'm no good and everything... God I need u, i need u to fight for me, I need u to help me with my own life, situations but if anything should happen between us, I do not want to get affected as I have my own things to do and I wanna do it well for u.

Sorry God. I'll focus now.

It's sad cos I just wanted to be good but don't know why she must let evil come between us. I really wanna be good and she was a great helper till she turned. I am sorry God, I will do no more cos I want you, I want to be on your side and I Wanna have your blessings. 🙏


You know Lord, I just wanted to talk, I just wanna make things right, you know my heart but she is blinded by obsession and idk how can I even get replaced? I was there for her all along but where is she when I need her?

God u saw what evil has done against me, just pray for her to understand me that's all. Pray for her to change to be good. I'm sorry Lord, that I cannot help her. I'll focus on you now. I have to.

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