God, weren't you with me in the relationship? didn't you give me peace? I am sorry to have neglected you and the main purpose that I'm in Europe; I'm sorry to waste time. it's my prayer now that please help me to make use of the remaining time, at least to put you first and everything else in my heart, any idols I lay down before you now. renew me with your Holy Spirit and co we me with the blood of Jesus Christ my Lord. If anything, I have been here with you since I was young and always believed in you, as grandma always prayed, so answer my prayers and do not keep silent anymore, come fast Lord and save me cos I wanna make good of my time in my life for you.

Here in your house, as a Christian I pray.

I lay all my worries and hurts down. Family, the two remaining exams and the broken relationship.

I'm distracted and distraught. For the relationship, God, didn't you grant us peace, when it was just the both of us with you? It was like Just yesterday in the church when she was praying about the death of her grandpa, I could feel much sorry in her heart and soul, but I couldn't move.. like, I wanted to hold her and hug her tight and say its okay because you, Lord, you're in control and you have your reasons... And here I am now, asking you why, like I know it's her because I've never felt so sure and God, u made things possible and always provided for us, idk but somehow she's all I was looking for all these years and hoped for, someone to share life with and be comfortable with together - weren't we comfortable with one another? Didn't she loved me, put me first, protected me, was I too easy that I became unattractive to her, how did I even lose out on looks and height and all when the old her didn't even look for this things but was grateful to you and all she had, and even said I'm too good for her but I realised that she's what I was looking for and I prayed and I told you that I'll be responsible for her. How did Satan managed to tempt her and trap her, how did he manage to deceive her with lies and made her do the same things towards me, how did evil get to her and consumed her that she changed to another person, someone different, who doesn't read her Bible and all, idk God but you know I did my best for her and I only wanted good, we're similar and I know bscause we are we will help one another in life and she'll keep me good, that's why I showed her the blog. Anyway in short, God I'm sorry for the things on my part that I let evil come in too, like how I wish such things didn't start but I know that you are in control of everything Good and God, you'll not let satan has his way to destroy Sara or us.. for it is by your divine appointment that you put us together in this season and also now God I'm leaving her to you. GOD SORRY for being worried about her when I should be focusing on my upcoming exam, cos of that I've sinned too, God I don't want to hurt anyone and I'm sorry I'm like her in some sense but I will not chose to hurt her willingly cos I love her and I thank you that I'm with you that I can do all the good things like forgive and reconcile and that's the love of God in me and I pray it will find her again, because she belongs to you and not to satan. So I will pray everyday for her,because I believe in the power of prayers and I claim the testimony of others into my life in this relationship, I pray for her because she's the girl I love, that you put into my life and you put into my life, and I know satan has no reign over this relationship, but you do God. So just continue to bless the both of us only for the good of your kingdom and in Jesus name I cast satan out of our relationship. May she realise and turn back to you and protect her from any wrong influences in her life from now onwards.

Help me to focus these two weeks on the task I'm here in Hungary. Forgive me for my failures Lord, you were always my source of strength for I cannot do anything without you and please grant me your divine protection from evil and satan and cover me with the blood of Jesus and your fence of protection. Provide me all I need to do my best for you in all I do from now on, so that my enemies and non-believers may not mock at me but most importantly that I being honour and not shame to your name. I claim the promise that the best is yet to be and to God be the glory in my life. Please grant me all that is needed, strength, wisdom, Knowles and understanding and your divine favour and a miracle, I need your assurance that I'm with you  Lord, even if I know I already am.

I pray for our family too and myself for this financial situation. God I want to be a good son and forgive us as a family. I pray your grace and love always feel my family and for your divine protection against evil and satan attacks. Lord for myself I wanna start to be fruitful for you and Lord I need your Providence for the house, this house is yours, not just the location but it is near your school, the Christian school you put me with.. also please come fast and save us from this financial situation, give us your wisdom and clarity on how we can handle this situation and give us wisdom on when and how and who to sell the assets so that my father can retire. God forgive me for failing to be a good son and I hope my journey here, Lord I rely fully on you and I will do my best from now onwards, I'll be steadfast in you, I wanna honour my parents in this journey, and I'm sorry Lord for wasting time, I pray that I'll use it for you and to bring you glory. Search my heart Lord and may it find to be pure for you, provide me all my needs. Thank you jesus.

God so I commit today to you and help me to live everyday for you, loving others too. All honour and glory he into you, my Lord and my God 🙏