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about bullies, because I am sick of them.

Here is a very good write up about what the Bible says about bullies https://goingfarther.net/life-issues/bullying/ Also for love, love between man and woman, husband and wife:  From Ephesians 5, 6: Walk in Love 5 Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children. 2 And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. 3 But sexual immorality and all impurity or covetousness must not even be named among you, as is proper among saints. 4 Let there be no filthiness nor foolish talk nor crude joking, which are out of place, but instead let there be thanksgiving. 5 For you may be sure of this, that everyone who is sexually immoral or impure, or who is covetous (that is, an idolater), has no inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God. 6 Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of these things the wrath of God comes upon the sons of disobedience. 7 Therefore do not become partners with them; 8 for at one time you were da...

Dear God, why is my life so hard? aren't I a good person? as in I always try my best to help others in my own way... God why is it the girl that loved me, why did her heart get stolen? like why did that even happen when u put us together? why did u allow it? ik all things good come from you but why do you also allow bad things to happen

She said, 'i appreciate you too but sometime you do too much fr'.. Cos when u love people, you do things for them. I mean I do love ppl in general but some ppl just cannot, like e.g. difficult ppl. That's what I learnt, u can't just care and love ppl, many ppl are driven by their own selfishness and many ppl don't really care about others, mostly it is just for themselves. But I really just wanted to make your life better and make you happy and feel loved, and always to be there for you... Idk until things happened beyond my control. You understand right? Like u even forgot our dates and all. I don't blame you cos if I were you as I said I probably would get sucked in too.. esp when there are so many emotions involved starting from sympathy and all. I honestly don't blame you and ik how you feel in all this, I really do. The question is don't be really love you or he just loved the list for you, because if he really did it wouldn't be just that but h...

life, worth living?

https://www.quora.com/Does-the-Bible-say-anything-about-avoiding-people-you-dont-like-even-if-theyre-family-or-friends Dear blog, dear God, I come to you when I'm sad. I'm afraid and alone, I feel like I have failed my life, failed you failed my parents. Why, Lord? Why is my life so hard? Did I really play too hard in the past? Didn't I still put in effort to be the best I can be for you? Or at least I try to. I do know I have some sins, secret ones, esp punishing myself, my body, sexually sometimes when I'm so down... Feels good but I'm so so so lonely Lord, I mean, when I was going I thought it would be easy.. just study hard, graduate, get a good job with a good salary... Have a gf, wife, family, have a decent home, and live my life to serve you with friends and loved ones. However oh Lord, my life has been a rollercoaster.. why God why? Is this the cost of serving you or just staying with you?  Do you remember what I wrote at 17? 10 years down the road I'll ...

Dear God, when you showed me love, why is it take away? all the signs were there, why did someone else had to come in and all?

Women tend to be highly secretive about their feelings for men. When a woman is in love with you, you will notice a few changes in her personality. Interestingly, she expects you to identify these signs that she’s deeply in love with you and approach her with a proposal. Sometimes men can just be completely clueless regarding love and romance. You might assume that a lady is obsessed with you even when she’s not. And, you might think that a girl only sees you as a friend, even though she’s obsessively in love with you. It’s just part of the natural problems that arise with gender differences. Learning how to determine if she’s honestly in love with you is a skill that every man needs to learn. So how do you find out if she’s deeply in love with you? The below are some things women do when they are in love. 1. She cares for you like a mother You would know how much she truly loves you based on how she takes care of you. Her motherly instinct makes her do everything to ensure you do not ...

I always get bullied. Where are you BAE

Dear Sara, Today people bullied me (again). Ppl made false accusations and threated me. Srsly, what did I do 😭?! Where are you when I need you the most? I hope you are fine, I really do. I am sorry to put you in such a position and I'm sorry for what happened, like for me as long as you're happy... Ik i can make you happy but I really want you to be happy. I now feel sad for myself, it means I'll never have anyone. Am I so bad a person, really? Like, what did I do when all I wanted was to love.. it's like, everything I do is wrong, I used to think to let go is to love, but sometimes I see they end up badly, and I was afraid myself firstly Idk who, and only by being with you that I know. I hope you are able to get over this episode yourself for me IT is the end and I ám no more. You're my fav human and bae, the only girl, my only girl. What else can I do but to love you even if by your side? I miss the real loving you you know, when I was at sea with you remember it...

2025 loveless

 Dear God, dear blog, Why do I not deserve to be loved when I do my best? I don't force people like others do, but why do you allow it to happen when you clearly showed me it could, she's a Christian, not a good one, does that mean she doesn't stand a chance? Like we had it good till he came along and Lord, is she so desperate? I could feel it in her. Why didn't she listen to me but think of such sweet talk. She's not perfect but u showed me that she is and I love all of her body so why did I just tell her she's pretty enough and ok? You know she's more than that to me. God be with her, you love her and I love her. Bring her closer to you